60 days & Counting

It's been 60 days & I'm still counting.
2 just seems too small a number. 60 gives more meaning.

These 2 months have been pretty difficult.
Not for me. It hasn't.
In fact, for me, I couldn't ask for better.
Yet, a strong smile is what I always see.
The pain, carefully hidden.
Only sometimes do I get a peek,
See the strength in those fearful eyes.

I have found my happiness.
The keeper of my heart.
Yet I fear the Big Guy will take it all away from me,
Like he sometimes does.